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Fueled by Ramen is having a sale...a pretty cool one too! They have three dollar shirts right now! How can you go wrong?


Then I figured, I'd also post the link to go and download "We are Young." It's going to be featured on Glee tonight (the cover is terrible,) but you should listen to my boys. This song is so great by a great band. 


Just look at em!


Here is a link since the web banner for the sale isn't working; https://store.fueledbyramen.com/
departing as equals

"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead"

I've been looking back at my life the last few months (and today especially,) trying to pin point when I apparently became such a bitch. 
I always thought I was a nice person. I have friends (or so I think,) and I'm usually a generally happy and upbeat person. 

When I was 12 years old, I was evicted from childhood home. And that was seriously so upsetting and emotionall disturbing. That somewhere along the lines, left a mark on me. That was the end of my seemingly happy childhood. 
When I was 15 my dad declared, at the height of my faith in the Christian religion, he said he no longer believed in God. That left a mark on me. And the end of my hard core, faith. I still believe in God, but my faith now isn't what it was when I was 15 years old. 
Also when I was 15 years old, my dad kicked my mom and I out of the house at 1am, and that has really left a mark on me. 
So somewhere in there, I became this bitch who was hardened and angry at the world. Who has no tolerance for stupid shit, and has lately become un-afraid of speaking her mind. 
I don't try to be mean. Sometimes I say shit and don't really think things through before hand. 
I never said I was smart or clever. 
Anyways....this is me being random. 
I'm gonna go now. :P 
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Street Teaming, like Woah!

In case you've missed the memo...I seriously doubt any of my followers have...but JUST IN CASE! Panic! at the Disco is going on tour again! WITH FOXY SHAZAM! Presale tickets are up on NDP....and tickets to the general public should be available soon! Anyways....so here's this pretty thing.... Go download this song...because it's perfection While you're at it...let's go marvel at the beauty that is Brendon Urie in the "Ready To Go" video...BECAUSE THIS VID IS AWESOME! Annnnnnd You can go download the Cobra song...that doesn't sound anything like them (I prefer #1 Nite and Fool Like Me....but I don't have a banner for those songs) But go download Nightshades anyways....because Cobra is still Cobra.... YEAH!

Rose in Titanic

The End of an Era; Pre Deathly Hallows Rambling....

Has it really been this long?
Am I the only one who feels like it was only....last year that it was first announced that the Harry Potter books would be adapted into movies? Only yesterday that we were dressing up in costumes and lining up at the theater...getting that big tub of popcorn with our mom's our dad's....or both, and ordering the tickets for the very first ever Harry Potter movie?
I was six years old when I first read Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone....I'm now 18....that's been....twelve and a half years....and ten years since the first movie came out....but none of it seems like it was that long ago.
I was in New Jersey visiting my dad. For the last 30 or so years, my dad has worked at National Park, Sandy Hook aka; Fort Hancock. There was this one woman there, who worked as a ranger....she was and is everything to me. Like the big sister I had, but was actually in my life more often then my actual big sister.
She cared about me so much, she even set up her front porch into a library/school area. A desk was out there and shelves and shelves of her favorite books that I could go in and read whenever I wanted to!
So I was six years old, and being the awesome human being she was, she handed me this book...and said something along the lines of, "I've just read this book....it's really good and very popular with kids your age, you should read it." So I read it.....and then craved the next and the next....
My life was changed forever.
Then my dad was visiting my brother and I for Thanksgiving...and Harry Potter was about to be released in the theaters....we went a couple of days after it came out....and I still remember it vividly.
That excitment that bubbled in my chest....and made me SO excited. For a seven and a half year old (I turned 8 a month later), I hadn't had much to be excited about at that age....and I think Harry Potter was the first really huge thing that excited me.
And it went on....I wanted to be Hermione.....and I loved the characters. For the longest time I was in love with Harry and Daniel Radcliffe....Everything in my life was Harry Potter.
If I saw something at the store with Harry, I HAD to have it....and thankfully most of the time, I got the stuff I wanted.
We even had school books that my friends mom used to help us with our school lessons. That made school even more exciting.
The first book party I went to was for The Order of Phoenix.....I went to our Barnes and Noble store, dressed up, ran around the store, and had so much fun. I also still remember that like it was yesterday....
Do you remember that feeling of standing there in the book store, watching the employee's bring the carts down the aisle....with boxes of the books? Wasn't that an awesome feeling? Then getting in the line....being handed the book at last....Brand new and out of the box....never before read....for your eyes only...
Those moments were some of the happiest of my life...the feeling.

We all grew up with Harry, Ron, and Hermione. We laughed with them, cried with them, fell in love with them, and got angry at them for their sometimes stupid mistakes.
The characters we loved so dearly, but were taken from us....Sirius? Yeah I was in the car to North Carolina, in the backseat, crying my eyes out....
Dumbledore? I was sitting on my bed, reading, knowing what was happening....and I burst into tears. In fact, I cried so much I couldn't fall asleep...I wound up reading the rest of the book that night.
And all of the characters in Deathly Hallows....Hedwig and Dobby's death being the two that affected me the most....
That sense of finality when I finished the book...it was....a weird feeling...but at least then we could still say "Hey.....still got a few more movies to go!"
But now....this time tomorrow night....I'm gonna be in the movie theater....waiting on pins and needles, excitement pulsing through my veins.....and nerves......Because tomorrow is the end....
After tomorrow night there will be no more movies.....and even if there are, it'll never be the same.

I'm trying to mentally prepare myself for the emotional basket case I'm going to become tomorrow...
I'm dressing up, my tickets are bought, and I can't wait....but at the same time....I don't want it....The thought of this being the last film is absolutely terrifying....Because Harry, Ron, Hermione, and the rest of the gang, have been my friends since I was 6....and they are the ones who have been there for me through all of it....everything bad and awful that's happened in my life....the ones that have always been there for me, and have never left, have been the beautiful characters that JK Rowling gave us.

Thank you for everything....to my friends who have shared in this journey with me, Eileen, who gave me this beautiful book and life changing series, and JK Rowling....for teaching me how to be a real friend, someone who loves, unconditionally, and teaching me about how love conquers all.
This is me signing out, before the last film.
I'll post pictures Friday of me in my costume....
I'm off to finish watching Deathly Hallows part one.
Brendon drunk

Soo....

So tomorrow....is gonna be the best day 2011 will have to offer to me....
Tomorrow I am gonna be driving for four hours with some friends to Norfolk VA.
Tomorrow....I am meeting Brendon Fucking Urie and Spencer Fucking Smith.
CUE THE HARDCORE FANGIRLING.
Anyways....so tomorrow I'm going to the Panic show...at last. After three years of hating myself and regret for not seeing them when they last came to VA, I am finally going to see Panic. Words can't express how fucking excited I am.
Panic is one of my top five favorite bands and they are one of the top five I've never seen live. My top five would go as follows.
1. The Hush Sound (seen them once) 
2. Gold Motel (seen them six times) 
3. Panic! at the Disco (NEVER SEEN THEM BEFORE) 
4. Cobra Starship (seen them three times)
5. Steel Train (seen them six times as well)

So that is about the extent....the one band in my top five that I've never seen before, I finally get to see. Not only that, I get to fucking meet the band too. I joined NDP when the tour was announced so I could get M&G. It cost me about an entire week's paycheck, but it's gonna be worth it. I love Brendon so fucking much...and I've been dreaming about meeting that man for months....
I'll be sure to post pictures...and maybe I'll manage to  come up with some fic ideas....you never know I guess... :) 

 

Perfect in my Mind

It Was Always You pt 4

Title: It Was Always You

Authors: jack_is_love17 (hushsoundislove.tumblr.com) and K9_Time_Puppy

Pairing: Brendon/Ryan (with mention of Brendon/Sarah and Ryan/Z)

Rating: NC-17/R/M whatever the hell you wanna rate it...this isn't for the kids.

POV: Third person

Beta: Kristen...who as soon as I have an LJ user name for her, I'm gonna put it in this little space. But she's this totally awesome person who approached me via Tumblr for the beta job.

Warnings: Uhm....well if you are a huge Jwalk fan...don't read. For one...at one point we did write him ever so slightly out of character...and well we just don't like him, so we didn't exactly portray him in good light. The other warning is of course smut...Also there is a brief moment of abuse.

Summary: Exhausted from sleep deprivation and loneliness, Ryan calls his best friend for the first time in months. He tries to pass it off as nothing, but Brendon isn't that stupid. But a hate crime brings Brendon and Ryan right back to each other, and this time they are in it for the long haul.

Disclaimer: While we both adore the idea of Rydon, we know none of this is real and we have no connections to Panic in any way shape or form. Okay? Okay!
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Jack & Gwen dancing

It Was Always You pt 3

Title: It Was Always You

Authors: jack_is_love17 (hushsoundislove.tumblr.com) and K9_Time_Puppy

Pairing: Brendon/Ryan (with mention of Brendon/Sarah and Ryan/Z)

Rating: NC-17/R/M whatever the hell you wanna rate it...this isn't for the kids.

POV: Third person

Beta: Kristen...who as soon as I have an LJ user name for her, I'm gonna put it in this little space. But she's this totally awesome person who approached me via Tumblr for the beta job.

Warnings: Uhm....well if you are a huge Jwalk fan...don't read. For one...at one point we did write him ever so slightly out of character...and well we just don't like him, so we didn't exactly portray him in good light. The other warning is of course smut...Also there is a brief moment of abuse.

Summary: Exhausted from sleep deprivation and loneliness, Ryan calls his best friend for the first time in months. He tries to pass it off as nothing, but Brendon isn't that stupid. But a hate crime brings Brendon and Ryan right back to each other, and this time they are in it for the long haul.

Disclaimer: While we both adore the idea of Rydon, we know none of this is real and we have no connections to Panic in any way shape or form. Okay? Okay!

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